Currently Reading Brotherhood: Gay Life in College Fraternities see related

okay, i know what you guys are thinking...where has this guy been. well, i am back on xanga, and alot has been going on in my life. let me see, where do i start. me and danny broke up in june- yep, it's true! i am single, again. it all when down like this... it started a couple of months for hand... at great america's gay day. all of a sudden he says... i miss being single, i was like what the fuck...then he's like, today we are single. i didn't get mad, i just went along. well, he played that game for a while, then san francisco pride came. he really wanted to be single for that event, i didn't want to. that friday, like every friday, we went to the cafe, the boy bar on friday nights, and we drank and danced. then, during the night, i saw him dancing with someother guy, i was like 'oh hells no!' so, me being the sweetie that i am, i go behind danny and start dancing behind him, and made signaled the guy to leave danny and dance with me- mission accomplished! so we ended up dancing and making out infront of danny (mind you that danny cheated on me with some guy that he did not know three months into our relationship "because he was not sure about us" and then told me on new years eve!), and left together- danny stayed at the bar. later that night, when i returned to bar, he was ticked off... we walked back to the hotel and arrgued all the way there... i kept asking him that if he was mad at me for making out with some guy, or mad at me for taking away the guy he was "going back to the hotle with" and kept him for me... i was being a little bitch! to make the story even better, the guy that "i cheated on danny with" was some guy that was in two of my classes my freshmen year at sjsu! he remembered me, where i sat in the lecture hall, what kind of computer i had, and what my topic was for my first speech was... creepy... but he was cute, and well talented! ...you say slut like if it's a bad thing...lol. that was just the first night, there was more, but i am at work and need to focus. holla back at me. peace in the middle east. and word to your mother.

...still around...

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A fresh new start.

 Well, for those who still read my xanga, yes, it's different, and somethings are missing, but it's for a good change. A fresh new start to life. For the last couple of days I've been stressing, and I finally desided to start anew. New Jose, with a boyfriend, who I love and charish; a job, that I don't like alot, and a still looking for a place to live for good.

For those of you that haven't tuned in, I am still in San Jose, working and well, I guess you can say, growing up. I lost some weight, not all that I wanted to loose, but some- from a size 38 waist (265lbs.)- I went down to a size 34 waist (218lbs.). Yay! TRIMSPA, BABY! Hahaha, not really, just had to say it.

I am in a loving relationship- his name is Danny. He is the most loving, caring, dorky guy on earth, and I love him dearly. We've been together almost three months, this 21 of November, and counting. We are planning to go to Disneyland for the Winter Break, and can't wait for that.

But for the most part, I am still around, and life is getting better, somewhat. For now, I shall say adios, and will try to xanga more often. Adios.